Believe it or not...

Believe it or not but yesterday I had to ask my angel for help to cope with an awful situation. Those who know me will be surprised at this behavior. It's the first time I need it: me alone, couldn't cope with the anger inside me. I was being irrational and I didn't want to feel like that. I don't know if this makes sense to you but I realised that the situation started to overcome me. I remembered a conversation that I had two summers ago, in Ireland with a friend. She told me about a similar experience and how she got through it with the help of her angel. I've read some books about angels and even when I'm not a believer I decided to try. I know it's strange, unbelievable and the like but...it worked. Maybe it wasn't an angel just a time of meditation with myself or something but I'm feeling better now.
Please, don't think I'm mad ;D